The Blade Beneath the Bloom

The truth about the smile assassin

Warning: The most dangerous person you’ll ever meet may never raise their voice...

⋆✩The Blade Beneath the Bloom⋆✩

If you have read the stories of my life then you know there isnt alot I havent been through…

I know the pain of many types of abuses, mental, physical, sexual and even some torture!! There are alot of things I havent shared yet…

Although I have shared alot already! Today I want to share with you the most dangerous kind of person!!

Let this be a warning for those of you who havent had the misfortune of encountering them or if you have and are still in that place then i hope you will feel heard and seen!! And know its not you!! Its them!!

🌸 Inhale Truth | Exhale Doubt 🌸

The most dangerous person in the room isn't the one who screams or slams doors

It’s the one who never raises their voice

The one who always seems calm reasonable and even kind

They don’t explode….they erode your sanity!!

Quietly and subtly….

Until you’re questioning your own perception your own worth your own mind

This is the hardest kind of person to identify

Because nothing they do looks like abuse

There’s no scene no scars…..

Just a trail of confusion and self doubt

You’ll walk away wondering if you were the problem!! It can take years to fully understand the games they are playing with your mind!!

You’ll start apologizing for things you didn’t do!!! Not because you truly believe your wrong but because they take advantage of your need to make peace, to feel less anxious!!

And that’s exactly how they want it!! They want to control you, without Brute force they use various kinds of mind control to do it!!

They won't yell or hit you they will give you the coldest shoulder and deprive you of warmth until you submit…While pretending to be calm and un bothered they somehow freeze you out without looking like an asshole!!

They are the smiling assassin

And this is how they work

🗡️ They Cut Without Sound 🗡️

They don’t yell….

They don’t slam doors raise their voice or curse your name….

In fact they’re calm, even amazingly charming!!

A master of control not just over themselves but over you!!!

They are the smiling assassin

With velvet words and carefully timed silences

they slice your spirit and leave no fingerprints!!

They don’t seem like a jerk…. No tantrums no rants!! Not even one!!

just subtle dismissals loaded with their psychological babble how they are working for your improvement your betterment!!

and innocent remarks designed to make you doubt yourself!!! They make you feel like a project, your potential is what they love and not you!!

You catch it and it makes your gut twist and your spirit recoils!! But theres no evidence…its like your put on mute your jumping up and down screaming and pointing but the words your looking for won't come!! They cant come because its entirely unbelievable!! What can you scream?? Look at this nice person…being nice to me??!

Something’s not right but you can’t quite point to where the poison entered

So you question it you bring it up

And that’s when it happens

They look at you like you’re the problem

You’re too sensitive You’re imagining things

Why are you being so dramatic??!! Why are you being so ride and disrespectful?? Why are you causing an argument….its enough to make your head spin…

⚘ The Smile Has Teeth ⚘

Now you're defensive now you're raising your voice, your feeling frustrated because you can clearly see what they are up to!!

and just like that they’ve won!!

They stay cool collected and oh…so…reasonable!! While you look like the bad guy once again!!

while you unravel trying to prove

what they worked so hard to hide

It’s not just manipulation

It’s a performance!! A true masterpeice!!

They curate their image while dismantling every single bit of yours

And worst of all…

To everyone else they still look like the good guy…

Because the smiling assassin doesn’t need to be loud to destroy you

They just need you to doubt what you saw!!!

This is the most dangerous person in the wild!! They dont attack you from the front they bite into the back of your kneck, like a cougar!!

paralyzing you….So you can't breathe, you cant move!! While they slowly consume you one bite at a time and all you can do is watch them eat you alive slowly, lazily without a conscience without remorse….

🌙 You See It Now 🌙

The truth is that you dont choose them…They choose you!

🕊️ Your Healing Begins Here 🕊️

If any part of this resonated with you

If your heart beat a little faster reading this

If you felt seen in ways you haven’t before

Please know…You’re not crazy!!!

You’re not overreacting!!

You’re not too sensitive!!

You were simply targeted by someone who knew exactly how to stay hidden

And that doesn't make you weak…It makes you human!! And beautifully so!!

🪷 From Petal to Power 🪷

You are not broken

You were bruised by brilliance disguised as love….But bruises heal, and clarity returns

And your voice even if it shakes is still yours

And you are allowed to use it!! Even now…

Healing from this kind of pain takes time

But every time you speak the truth

Every time you name what happened

You reclaim a little piece of yourself

You are not alone!! You are not the only one!!

And you will rise again!! with softness in your heart and strength in your soul

This time, no one gets to take that from you

All my Love Tara~Star Still Blooming💫🪷💫